Τρίτη, 21 Δεκεμβρίου 2010

before the end?

today i m feeling the weight of the past year all together .is it the xmas time that makes it so bad i dont know.but i feel really shit.a state of mind that doesnt allow for any planning,any future.i feel as if time has stopped ,and i am stuck in a split second without any hope of ever getting back on moving again.
i feel alone,fucked up,i dont have the courage or the apetite to do nothing.i m standing still,watching the time go by.i m afraid to dream,i dont have the strength to dream.and on top i m witnessing shit i dont like,shit i translate in my own stupid way ,and it hurts.and i cant see a way out to be honest.so here i am dying a second at a time.happy times people.to you.mine are over it seems.bye.

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